this is on my mind and i just have to say it
i dont know why (wether it be man or woman i am deriving this towards all men) why you all insist on single and livin easy and blah blah blah. Just because sex is now considered casual nowadays, does that mean its okay? Sex is SO underplayed now as just an ordinary thing. Um everyones fuckin doin it, everyones dressing like a slut and actin like a slut, SO WHY NOT? RIGHT? Wrong. Love is a BEAUTIFUL thing. And sex, sex is a SACRED thing. Yes ive obviously made dumb choices, but my intentions were never one night stands or anything. I just dont see how sex can be so casual, and relationships are looked upon as heart aches stress and “drama” WAH WAH WAH. Shut the fuck up, honestly, all couples fucking fight. SHIT ISNT NEW PEOPLE. BUT, i will say that it ALL depends on who you are with. I just like to chill, i hate it when guys are on my dick always blowing me up or pressuring me into making things official. Why cant everyone just chill? go with the flow? vibe with ONE PERSON? LIKE IS THAT SOOOOO FUCKING HARD? TO VIBE WITH ONE PERSON. IM PRETTY SURE YOU WONT FUCKING DIE. Ugh, this just stresses me the fuck out.
when the hell am i ever going to meet a person who views the world as I do, that life is BEAUTIFUL and should be CHERISHED everyday. That money IS NOT everything, materials ARE NOT EVERYTHING. I dont even have a god damn cell phone, yeah people think its cool that im not so “tech savvy” when it comes to being glued to a cell hpone all day (although I do love tumblr) is a guy ever going to say, hey, i think thats fucing cool, i just so happen to think the government is a conspiracy as well, im buddhist too, i meditate too, i listen to old school rock as well. Oh led zeppelin? my favorite band too! oh you burn all day? LETS FUCKIN BLAZE! When am i going to meet my soul mate. yeah im only fuckin 20, but the way I VIEW IT, i dont want to spend the rest of my life fucing around and fucking random people, because you never know, i could be wasting all that time when i could have already met my soul mate.
HAD TO VENT. K IM DONE. ok bye